Monday, December 28, 2009

What cha talking about?

At this very moment, I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS, badly.



As usual, everyday go to work, data entry phone date entry phone data entry phone. Apparently, im not that kinda person who can patiently sits in the office whole day repeating the same tasks. I need to do something different man!!!

Other than boredom which i couldnt defeat on, the second thing is SLEEPINESS. Checking all those names and details totally leads to the action of 'yawning'. Yeap especially today i was actually half-closed my eyes while facing the pc screen. Like really really fish lar... As you know the door outside is totally made of glass and its a 'federal highway' as many people will be passing around and watch what the protectors of ceo doing.

I can imagine how these people think when they see such a young, energetic girl yawning all the time with the head leaning towards something that can handle my heavy head. haha.. Poor lil thingy, still young but get stucked in this adult world. Im actually very relieved that i only here for 3 months!!! Hooooray!!! Here comes back the energy wooooo hooooo ~

Compared to the thousands of millions of investment which the ceo with his team are headache of, my work really really like so cheap as if they can do it on their own also. But im here for the helping hand, especially ordinary stuffs. Sometimes i have no idea when they're discussing about shares shares shares and how i wish i could know what they're talking about. This however encourages me to the journey of becoming an **analyst**.

I made my wish. One day, i'll be discussing these whole investment thingy with them. Or maybe they will be so honoured that i invest to their company because im famous. Oh no i did not just say the word famous. Haha. Whatever it is, the castle which i built is hell higher than the sky now (meaning, DREAM A LOT!).

Im not bragging about how high my dream is. Or probably there's nothing to be bragged about. I'd always have this kinda feeling that school-leavers especially high school are like competing whether who has the most successful ambition, prefect uni, or jobs that are helpful to their future. Probably many of us dont know what's the next step to go forward after high school.

I'm not that kinda rushy person, in fact i take time to do things after thought sbout it. Hence i'm always the person who is totally left behind. Like application to uni, honestly next week will be the closing date and i swear i just pos laju the docs at yesterday. Doing things last minute, not a good example huh? To me, Choose the right thing to do is more important than doing things right.

After two months away from school, my life has finally been motivated and i'll never let myself down =)


  
 
toodless












Saturday, December 26, 2009

Simple







This cute little fella... Caught him in a shopping mall at malacca... I remember that time was awaiting for the queen who was trying on shoes... And this cutie suddenly came across and just posed in front of me... Without hesitation, i took out my camera....

He is definitely not a shy kid... Not like me when i was a naive kid... I wouldnt dare enough to talk to strangers nor acted silly or funny in front of them... So i was kinda introvert but now is better lar...

I really really his "bak liong gam"s hair, damn suited him =) And also the very casual dressings, the collar-tee with jeans... Which totally unlike from the other kids....

Browsed thru this picture always made me think of simpleness... That kinda touching and real thing which i really hope i can find from my surroundings... When certain people told me i was his/her competitor, i dont really care about it... So what? Competition leads to improvement, isnt it? Why wanna expect the outcomes of something more than those that are more worthwhile to be appreciated?

Just some grumbling words... Its totally a confusing post which i myself turned confuse as well... Going to party after this... I may forget about this whole single-sided-beh-song-stupid-matter and move on with my life... One week more, i still need to carry on with the application procedures... Never give up...



lurvs,
Supports from me to myself




Friday, December 25, 2009

Silent Tonight


Merry christmas guys.

Cant believe that im actually stucking in the home and sourly wishing those who are celebrating this festival... Really lar.. After i've been involved in working, dont feel like hang out and partay all the night (like i used to have)... Kay la 5 days working time from day to night already like vampires that suck all my blood and spirit... Look at my blooded eyes, as if i've not slept for weeks man...

Yesterday louis asked me "didnt go elsewhere to celeb meh?"... Then i answered him "best celebration is to relax at home." I sounded like an oldy wtf... Some more a colleague around 30+ told me he used to went out till midnight during my age and he is the special assistant to ceo now... = = Play hard, study hard... It seems that there is still some distance for me to understand it...

Well tomorrow's night gonna attend a christmas dinner with my mama's best friend and her family... Not the best celebration probably, but hopefully 2009 is not the worst one lar... Chilllax =)




Monday, December 21, 2009

Recently

很久,真的很久没有上来了。平时工作已经是从早对着电脑到晚,戴着con的眼睛干干的,回到家就懒得blog。
这段时间,的确发生很多很多事。
多得,我也忘掉一部分了。
(记性严重差,人家向我借钱我都忘了讨= =)



最近出去跟朋友喝茶,总会问来一句:“你跟他怎样啊?” “……”
我不懂,不懂,真的不要问我。
感情的事,我永远都无法处理得妥当。
看似唯美的爱情,是必须经历时间的历练。
每次这个时候,我都无法跨过那道墙,停滞不前。
简单来说,我总会被自己打败。
我很失败,真的。
到最后你可以不爱了,我却说舍不得……




今天跟公司请病假,其实是回母校要求校长写推荐信。
委屈妈妈了,要她跟我一起骗医生纸。
现在想起都觉得很好笑,以前小学中学不管我们有没有病她都坚持要100%出席率。
当然,升学比较重要啦。
面对书记处的阿姨,嘴巴不得不甜,不然无法见校长。
谢谢汶的分享。
拿着一堆文件,会怕这躺徒劳无功,得不到校长的推荐到大学,害妈妈的医药费白付一场。
还好后来阿姨的美言几句,才顺利得到这张“生死状”。
还没完全踏入社会,就已经要学会“做人”。
目前申请着新加坡国立和南洋理工,觉得自己入取机会很渺茫。
7粒可以拿来做什么?人家11粒都可以丢死我料……
不能的话,至少还有后着 - Help。




昨晚出席表哥的婚礼,惊奇的是,两个婚礼竟然可以同时进行,而且没有隔开。
所以当新郎新娘进场的音乐播放两次时,大家都看傻了眼。
我还以为隔壁桌新娘是我们家的伴娘呢。
不管怎样,我表哥就是忠厚老实的那款男人,表嫂会很幸福的。





我们家超爱唱歌的。
在婚礼唱不够,还到Neway继续第二场。
原本唱到凌晨五点,只是到了三点大家都已经不行了。
我们都不习惯夜生活。
新年,希望我们还能再颠一次。


表姐夫,表姐




很喜欢他们这一对啊
=)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

First Working Experience




Its been the third day i started working. And i have not even introduce about my job. Well, actually I work as an admin assistant. Forgive me that i couldnt reveal the name of company. Later might get into trouble, who knows? Plus it just lasts temporary so i do not want to leave a real bad image to others, right?


Well, lets have a short description about my job. Other than some simple data entry work, sometimes i do need to serve the boss as i'm the assistant of ceo's assistant. Haha, sounds complicated? Yeap serving ceo is like serving a king. Everything needs to be well done for him. Tea, newspaper, meeting, calls... Receive the salary of a job, but actually im doing multi-task as i need to do the work of secretary as well =.= Sometimes i'd just grumble, "work with chinese can really drive you dying". There'd be a piled up jobs awaiting for you.


Even so, i'll be willing to take in challenges. Its rather better than im doing nothing =)


Alright, lets take a look on my work place. Not many pichas i've taken as it might lead to extremely bad consequences if i were caught "grey-handed"(my camera is grey in colour) LOL



the scene from my sit.



my com.





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Next week they have sort of singing competition. See if i can make myself available. The company even organises their own band. I cant stop visiting them every single day during their practice.




p/s               1 Today i've learn to wrap books by wrapping paper =)
2 Boss takes leave for a week. Hooooooray ~












Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Sneak Peek

The moment i started this blog, a colleague came in suddenly.
Luckily i switch to another page before he got to see my pc.
Phew ~


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CEO has went back.
Today he has a rapturous mood.
Lucky us.


Now im waiting for my turn to go BACK BACK BACK.


=)

Thursday, December 3, 2009

W-O-R-K

Its WORKING time!

Today went for interview and SNAP, i beat 5 girls and get the job. Not that im arrogant, its confidence matter.
I love the place for it is a huge company in a huge building. Thats my dream work place. Salary is hell higher than i expected. So, the luck is really on me today =)

I'll start working on mon and am truly excited to experience the life of an OL. Too bad high heels are my phobia. Do you think they allow me to wear sport shoe to work? Hmm...



 By the way, i ♥ my display message on msn today :)







P E A C E
   (; ° ∀° ) =3


Smooooooooches  (; ° ∀° ) =3




Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Offensive Conversation

"Hello, may i know who's on the line please?"


"This is Pusat BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA..."


"Sorry...?"


" I MEAN Pusat XXXXXXXXXX....!"


"Okay whatever. Someone with this number called me just now."


"Well, I dunno who is it but certainly not me."


"Are you sure? Because this is a cellphone number."


"YES! I bet you can hear clearer this time right?!"


"FINE THEN."



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There's nothing to be angry about. Just that this stupid fella who previously called me and when i called back was being so damn rude. Since she's from the certain organisation, cant she just say nicely but shout at a possibly-customer?


I admit its my hearing problem. I just dont get it what so big deal to repeat again?? Plus i didnt complain her for talking in a way that tortured my ear since her voice was damn tiny what. I dunno the prob is from line system or the person itself.


 DUH, forget it.







p/s: I look very piggy when i didnt do any expression.








Monday, November 30, 2009

New Start




Everything's gonna be fine =)




loads of love
 
 

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Desperate to INDULGE

WTF.


I spend days and nights watching tvb dramas and being a super-efficient blogger in these few months. Haih... I feel totally meaningless having gone thru these depraved life which is never out of expectation =.= BORED!


People told me i'm lucky to have time to rest and spend for my own stuffs. BUT, cant deny that my mental spirit has nothing to rely on. Last time what i need to do is just study and it actually gave me the motive of life. At least, i set myself some goals to achieve which made my boring routine more challenging.


And NOW.
Gosh, i just hope that i could catch up in the dancing lesson. I've left it aside for already one whole year due to studies. And also the yoga class. Hopefully my legs can be strengthen like i used to be last time. Right now, these are the two precious things which i totally concentrate and rely on. Btw, i do hope to involve in some other different activities other than shopping =) At least it will make my life worthwhile than what i'm experiencing now.

Current love.
I mean the dress ♥
 
 
 

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Take me to chill.








Take me to chill.
Just to enjoy these breathtaking sceneries.
Just to stare at those splendidly shimmered-night.


Take me to chill.
Just to toddle beside the decorated trees.
Just to have a sentimental talk with my closest one.


Take me to chill.
Just to get away from the boring life.
Just to vanish whatever sorrows i went through.


Take me to chill.
Just to enjoy the night with my loved ones.
Just to pursue something which i was dying for.


This Christmas.
Take me to chill.



Friday, November 27, 2009


 有些人,有些事,有些情,值得挽回。


值得的。


只是,一些事情,过去的已经过去了。


为继续而继续下去的东西,


没有意思






p/s:很乱水的一篇。





Wednesday, November 25, 2009

阿公阿嬷70周年结婚纪念日



Photobucket



前一天晚上,我睡不好。
因为司仪这个重任,担心自己担当不起。
没为什么,只因为是最尊敬的阿公阿嬷。
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司仪稿里头有这么一句话:
有时侯我看着阿公阿嬷的眼神,会想我们这些子孙到底能为他们做些什么?
而在昨天当我们聚在一起,阿公阿嬷是从头笑到尾的,
我才晓得,他们希望的是,一家人过得和和气气,
不要为了琐碎的事情而伤了血浓于水的亲情…
随后鼓起一阵热烈的掌声。



我这个家庭很大,是非也因此很多。
只希望透过这短短的5分钟,让他们思考再继续僵持是不是真的会快乐。
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“即使曾经感情多么要好的兄弟姐妹,长大后一切会改变…”
老师说。





不会的。







Tuesday, November 24, 2009

KC Graduation Prom, Cititel Hotel


A day of prom night, which has been a crave for us since we were form 1. One of the biggest reasons we stay for senior 3. hehe. It is definitely helpless that girls just wanna have fun, wanna be extremely gorgeous even for a night is satisfactory regardless of what kinda characteristics you are.

In school, there would be a bunch of gurls who are so tend to score and merely concern about their academic results. So to us, they seem care-less for their appearance, the way they dressed up. HOWEVER, it was so shocking when some of these gurls turned to be so SEXY and whatsoever during that night. Truly unbelievable to many of us.

Definitely a great time to spend eventho it was kinda packed where we rushed to the hotel as soon as the graduation ceremony in school. Here's some random pichas i selected.












A night fulled with surprises.
SURPRISINGLY, i totally mean it, even till now, it was really logic-less when i got the prize of attractive-eyed award. That time i was like "Are you kidding me?" Coz i still with my high heels running up and down for the whole prizes and lightning shits. So when they announced my name, same thing, i ran to the stage with a full-blankness on my face. Anyway i'm glad that my fav teacher was there to present me this award =)

Not to mention, i do grabbed a chance to perform during the night. I'm totally gone wild when it comes to singing. See? My legs are widely opened. Duhhhhhhhhh, i know, very UGLY and HORRIBLE especially i was wearing a skirt. I had no idea but became so HIGH during the time on stage.








We tend to stay overnight in the hotel room we've rented. While everyone went out for movie, cheong k, and etc, i stayed in the room coz i needed to spent a whole 1 hour in the toilet to wash the sticky-ness of my hair, conditioned it and cleaned up my entire face which was fulled with chemicals. Added a mask afterall. It was already 2am the time i went to bed.

Make-up really makes my face goes SUCKS. I need to go for facial treatment and regenerise the healthiness back. Ishhhhhhhhh...

Never even get my face involved with chemical products ever again!!






For more pichas, do grab from here.




Sunday, November 22, 2009

Grown-up





好久好久,没有跟自己对话了
自从考完试以后,一味地想着冲、冲、冲
我担心自己一旦停歇下来,就会回到那懒猪的生活
吃很多、睡很多、坐很多、蒲很多
到 头来,就是毫无用处的废人
就连量地官也比我有用得多
我不想这样


我以为我真的了解自己
是吗
事实是如此吗
朋友找工我也找工
而且迫不及待似的。
就是一直要把自己的时间表塞得满满才甘愿 
当接到通知去面试也没有很高兴
压力却无形中降临


啊。好乱!!!到底我要的是什么!!!


“你不想多休息吗?”
“工作是一世的,不用急着赚钱…”
“家里又不是等你的钱用…”

妈妈,谢谢你的体谅。
毫无顾虑,我推掉了手头上五间公司的offer
整个人,松掉!=)


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最近的 我,喜欢一个人。
一个人面对压力,一个人带着新鲜的眼光去闯荡于这个世界
一个人自我安慰,一个人调适心情
一个人,就一个人做很多很多的事
从前需要他人的依赖,需要他人的庇护、他人的安慰
如今,都不需要了
不需要
一个人就能够解决


希望你
能够适应我这样的转变
因为 我已经不是那个成天往你怀里靠的小女生


我长大了












Thursday, November 19, 2009

Graduation Ceremony 2009



高三纯商文商





好多镜头,大家都看向不同的方向。
朋友仔,
没有你们我撑不到高三。
我对你们的爱,已经超出朋友的界限。
你们,就像是我的家人那样。
 从来不曾许下“永远”的承诺,因为我们都是现实派。
但是,我知道
你们在我心目中的地位是特殊的。
我爱废仔团!




芳玉,谢谢你。
我不会忘记你车子的味道,还有你驾车有多“狼” =)





Mummy,严老师,我


要如何用言语来表达对你们的爱呢?
老师,谢谢你。
这六年来,你将一个数学白痴教到变成班上高数最高分。
还记得第一次被你鞭是因为抄同学的作业,结果现在我的作业让同学抄。
不是我聪明,不是我勤力,是因为被你打到变开窍。
我永远不会忘记,在KL Central KFC一边做数学,一边被你用尺打,一边说:
“张菁玲,你越来越笨了。”
结果那天,我把所有的历届考题做完。

老师,谢谢你。
花很漂亮 。





王淑宝老师(包蜀王)
英国留学的你,让我领悟到
有权有势有钱,并不完全是人生真正的意义。
从你的笑容,我发现,真正的快乐是做自己喜欢做的事。


邓桂菁老师
像你那么细心的老师,我还是第一次见。
Acc哪里错一眼就看到。





Mr Daljit Singh

The first year of teaching us.
You're such a dedicated teacher.
And i totally drove crazy by your jokes. haha.




佳妏

谢谢你,每次无缘无故被我抓来拍照。=)




123 我们的约定。





冲去Cititel Hotel准备毕业宴的綵排。




to be continued...