Sorry jerks.

Jerk [1]

This is the reason why I hate seeing you!
Why every time when we met each other definitely you would ask about my study progression?
I know you are considered as the smart ones, you start reading since you were 5 and for sure you can catch up things faster especially if you wanna compare with me.

For the smarty-you, I dont believe you do not know that im a super slow learner and i spend a lot and a lot of time reading.
So, no matter when you're asking me, no matter until which chapter i've finished studying, i'll always left behind from you.

Moreover, probably there would be many smarties who are able to catch up and could be very competitive to you.
But, I can tell you for sure, DEFINITELY IM NOT WITHIN YOUR LEVEL.

So stop gaining that cheapo "you-think-yourself-are-smart-" types of satisfactions by knowing that i far left behind from you.
Since you're damn SMART, go compete with those GENIUS who are about your level.
Stop living in your own world!


Shit man, Im studying using my own speed and all the while, I am totally way out of this stupid competition coz obviously, I can't fight with u all and I've tried to lower my expectation way more than my previous one.
So stop dragging me into this games since I am always the loser.
And stop giving me this kinda pressure coz seriously I can't take it any longer!!!

Jerk [2]

Thanks for revealing your ugly face to me tonight.
Thanks for letting me know that Im such an idiot for believing in every words you said.
Yes you'll never see my soft-hearted-side anymore.
Keep that stupid trap to yourself coz you wont see me falling for it.

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Think from the positive side, I should be grateful for knowing how these 2 persons being jerks.

Thats it for the all the vents and I shall continue study regardless of how others wanna pull me down such desperately (: