Dreams come true?

The result for the final exam of the first semester is out!
Probably its the worst result I'd ever been getting in my life. And the whole day I just felt tremendously down since most of my course mates they're really getting good results, especially compared to mine.
Thanks to my mum for reminding me to be grateful. This is because initially what I've been asking for is a PASS grade and here they are. Thus, I should be feeling happy instead of upset coz I've reached my target.


The most exciting part is that, my family is willing to afford me to overseas for student exchange programmes regardless of the country and the expenses which is really overwhelming! =)
I did not expect that i would deserve to go for it coz firstly, my results are not that excellent for me to get my first choice of country for exchange. And secondly, they are expensive.
Previously, I didnt even dare to dream nor ask opinion from my parents coz I scared of the feeling of disappointment and I thought in full confidence that they wouldn't allow me to do so.
Now that my parents and my sis are supporting me financially and mentally to give a try so why not? XD


Howwever, I have to work extremely hard and to get a cap of at least 4 for the next sem to guarantee a place for me which is, almost impossible.TT
No matter what, at least I have something to chase for and I will use whatever ways to achieve what I really really really (X100000000000) wanted.

Aren't these place what you've been dreaming for?? XD

OMG. If my little dream is fulfilled, its going to be one of the biggest moments in my life!

In order to achieve your goal, one of the concepts I studied in school before is to state them out publicly so that you're more driven to reach it! So here it is the crazy post.
But yea, back to reality. Its not necessarily will be getting it. But at least, there's something for me to look forward. I do not study for the sake of graduation, I study for it! Can you see how meaningful it is?
Oh gosh the excitement on me is bursting out. LOL.


Last but not least, an *a-hem* not-so-frequent-self-taken-photo of me to conclude this christmas for the year of 2010. Hello 2011! *winks*

睡不着

病得昏昏厄厄，燒一直不退，輾轉難眠。
慘了，明天有約，怎麽辦呢？
一定要自己趕快好起來，不要做飛機王啊。
早知道那天就控制一下，不要把那麽多海鮮吃進肚裏。
明知海鮮發熱氣，尤其是我最愛的蟹蟹。


唉，告訴我，最近常失眠，到底爲什麽呢？
少了壓力，多了頽廢，卻又睡不好。
還有好多好多朋友，我要一個個約出來喝茶。
後天要去海邊吹海風了，好期待。

有色的隱形眼鏡好偉大。

我要帶一打囘新加坡！

親愛的

 

不變的是，那顆沒有心機的赤子之心。

有意思

愛一個男人，可以愛他的英俊，愛他的聰明，愛他的才華，但是，請不要只愛這些。他的英俊、他的聰明、他的才華、他的錢、他的事業，都是屬於他的，只有他對你的好，才是他對你的情意。是這份情意讓你在他的人生中有了一席之地； 是他對你的好，使你變得獨一無二，也使他變得獨一無二。

- 張小嫺

今天在微博看到很有意思的一句話，覺得很值得分享。


Sem 1 終于結束了。
等著回家的心情，真好。
KL's FOOD! =)

下雨天

 

雖然這裡的天氣很熱，可是我不喜歡下雨天。

這樣的天氣常常會給我一種莫名的失落感。

雨狠狠的打在窗邊，就像狠狠地把心底的依莫感給撥開來。

今天很不爭氣，考試考到一半的當兒居然有想放棄的念頭。

發現自己完全讀錯，讀課本簡直就是在浪費時間！

恨自己沒有做足夠的練習，才會在刁難的考題中手足無措。

那時候心裏在OS：算了，怎麽想我想不出個做法。

結果，凴自己的邏輯去做。

我知道那份自從期中考而產生的自卑感，還在。

看到同學，我會自卑；

看到考題，我也會在自卑。

人家沒有看不起你，可是你卻已經在心裏打敗仗的那種感覺。

知道自己不應該有這種想法，又在心理狂罵自己的不爭氣。

天啊，我到底是不是有自虐症啊。

常常在折磨自己，然後只會提醒自己的缺點。

說真的，如果你問我的優點是什麽，我答不出來。

因爲從來不曾告訴過自己有多棒。

上了大學，看到很多之前天真的想法一一被摧毀。

曾經我是個重名次的人，認爲名次決定一個人。

在中學時成績受到了肯定，來到這裡人家一巴掌就把你擊垮。

自己EQ又不高，搞到自己一蹶不振，失去鬥志。

大學告訴你，你曾經多麽引以爲傲的想法，來到這裡什麽都不是。

大學告訴你，你曾經的被人家眷顧，來到這裡只會被唾棄。

最後一科了，不管想還是不想，

請主給予我鬥志，讓我有繼續奮鬥的精神。

菁玲，爭氣點，好嗎？

Up to the sky

 對不起，我沒有意讓你不開心。

只是，我不希望你對我的希望太高，

覺得我睜一只眼閉一只眼就可以考到很好。

什麽時候我才可以像那小鳥那樣飛翔于浩瀚的天空

為自己的夢想，追逐。