氣

有點生氣。
這種事情常常發在我身上。
而且事前千叮万囑好幾篇。
人家就是不會放在心上，到頭來還是……
會生氣。
又不是沒有說過。


呼，把氣消一消吧。

好安靜

純粹只是想寫下今晚的心情。


或許，我打電話回家的次數太多了。
多到，家人覺得有點煩。
我也好想很瀟灑，當一個外面很多朋友然後可以不需要天天想念家。


對不起。
我真的沒有辦法不想家，
沒有辦法不聼聼家裏那熱鬧的聲音。


因爲，一個人，真的好安靜。

心酸

我曾擁有你，真叫我心酸。

真叫人心酸的一句歌詞。

那天在fb聽到的一首歌曲，讓我聼了再聼。
林宥嘉清澈乾淨的歌聲，配著簡單的弦樂，帶出的感動雖簡單卻久久不散。
一段感情的逝去，有時候回味還挺讓人心酸的。
不過這不代表什麽，因爲是這些回憶教我以後如何去愛人，去珍惜人。
有時候不禁翻起那些情書，讀起那些熱戀中的文章，至少每張每篇我都有留著。
然後會發現這個人這麽好，怎麽到最後會分手呢。
一段感情中，沒有誰對誰錯。
即使你遇到一個心目中的理想對象，並不代表他就是你的王子。
有時候，那個意想不到的，那個默默在你身旁一直支持你的，可能才是你一直尋覓的“他”。

又或許，愛一個人其實不一定要擁有，看著他幸福快樂就已經滿足了，不是嗎？
每個人都會百分之百的愛自己，有多少個人了解愛其他人的定義呢？
待人待己，我還有很長的一段路要學習。

Dreams come true?

The result for the final exam of the first semester is out!
Probably its the worst result I'd ever been getting in my life. And the whole day I just felt tremendously down since most of my course mates they're really getting good results, especially compared to mine.
Thanks to my mum for reminding me to be grateful. This is because initially what I've been asking for is a PASS grade and here they are. Thus, I should be feeling happy instead of upset coz I've reached my target.


The most exciting part is that, my family is willing to afford me to overseas for student exchange programmes regardless of the country and the expenses which is really overwhelming! =)
I did not expect that i would deserve to go for it coz firstly, my results are not that excellent for me to get my first choice of country for exchange. And secondly, they are expensive.
Previously, I didnt even dare to dream nor ask opinion from my parents coz I scared of the feeling of disappointment and I thought in full confidence that they wouldn't allow me to do so.
Now that my parents and my sis are supporting me financially and mentally to give a try so why not? XD


Howwever, I have to work extremely hard and to get a cap of at least 4 for the next sem to guarantee a place for me which is, almost impossible.TT
No matter what, at least I have something to chase for and I will use whatever ways to achieve what I really really really (X100000000000) wanted.

Aren't these place what you've been dreaming for?? XD

OMG. If my little dream is fulfilled, its going to be one of the biggest moments in my life!

In order to achieve your goal, one of the concepts I studied in school before is to state them out publicly so that you're more driven to reach it! So here it is the crazy post.
But yea, back to reality. Its not necessarily will be getting it. But at least, there's something for me to look forward. I do not study for the sake of graduation, I study for it! Can you see how meaningful it is?
Oh gosh the excitement on me is bursting out. LOL.


Last but not least, an *a-hem* not-so-frequent-self-taken-photo of me to conclude this christmas for the year of 2010. Hello 2011! *winks*

睡不着

病得昏昏厄厄，燒一直不退，輾轉難眠。
慘了，明天有約，怎麽辦呢？
一定要自己趕快好起來，不要做飛機王啊。
早知道那天就控制一下，不要把那麽多海鮮吃進肚裏。
明知海鮮發熱氣，尤其是我最愛的蟹蟹。


唉，告訴我，最近常失眠，到底爲什麽呢？
少了壓力，多了頽廢，卻又睡不好。
還有好多好多朋友，我要一個個約出來喝茶。
後天要去海邊吹海風了，好期待。

有色的隱形眼鏡好偉大。

我要帶一打囘新加坡！

親愛的

 

不變的是，那顆沒有心機的赤子之心。