control

obviously, i need a space where i can spit everything to 

all my stress, my anxiousness, anxiety, miserable, etc

i am so shocked, how could i be so lost in control

how could i've let my anger controlled my emotion and thus my mind

i knew i was a bit too over just now

though the other side was not completely right as well

but i should not have started it 

what a embarrassing situations

i've wasted the time i spent on biz comm

even i received an A for that subject, but obviously i still do know how to make good use of it

and say something appropriate during the right time

should learn my lesson and never ever try to speak like that anymore :(

was wondering how my mood could turn out to be so bad recently

the biggest reason should be due to stress in studies

but i guess its not all of it, another side would be due to the fact that i have been looking forward to do things that i like but i have no time to spare on them

like attending dancing lessons, involving in community services, or a simple luxurious dinner will be nice enough to bright up my week

eventually, there will be so many EXCUSES that stop me from accomplishing them

i am not sure whats the starting point of it

but i'll remain as miserable as right now if i don't find a way to release them

i have to.