New Start

Everything's gonna be fine =)

loads of love

♥

 

 

Desperate to INDULGE

WTF.

I spend days and nights watching tvb dramas and being a super-efficient blogger in these few months. Haih... I feel totally meaningless having gone thru these depraved life which is never out of expectation =.= BORED!


People told me i'm lucky to have time to rest and spend for my own stuffs. BUT, cant deny that my mental spirit has nothing to rely on. Last time what i need to do is just study and it actually gave me the motive of life. At least, i set myself some goals to achieve which made my boring routine more challenging.


And NOW.
Gosh, i just hope that i could catch up in the dancing lesson. I've left it aside for already one whole year due to studies. And also the yoga class. Hopefully my legs can be strengthen like i used to be last time. Right now, these are the two precious things which i totally concentrate and rely on. Btw, i do hope to involve in some other different activities other than shopping =) At least it will make my life worthwhile than what i'm experiencing now.

Current love.

I mean the dress ♥

 

 

 

Take me to chill.

Take me to chill.

Just to enjoy these breathtaking sceneries.

Just to stare at those splendidly shimmered-night.

Take me to chill.

Just to toddle beside the decorated trees.

Just to have a sentimental talk with my closest one.

Take me to chill.

Just to get away from the boring life.

Just to vanish whatever sorrows i went through.

Take me to chill.

Just to enjoy the night with my loved ones.

Just to pursue something which i was dying for.

This Christmas.

Take me to chill.

 有些人，有些事，有些情，值得挽回。

值得的。

只是，一些事情，过去的已经过去了。

为继续而继续下去的东西，

没有意思。

p/s：很乱水的一篇。

阿公阿嬷70周年结婚纪念日

前一天晚上，我睡不好。

因为司仪这个重任，担心自己担当不起。

没为什么，只因为是最尊敬的阿公阿嬷。

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司仪稿里头有这么一句话：

“有时侯我看着阿公阿嬷的眼神，会想我们这些子孙到底能为他们做些什么？

而在昨天当我们聚在一起，阿公阿嬷是从头笑到尾的，

我才晓得，他们希望的是，一家人过得和和气气，

不要为了琐碎的事情而伤了血浓于水的亲情…”

随后鼓起一阵热烈的掌声。

我这个家庭很大，是非也因此很多。

只希望透过这短短的5分钟，让他们思考再继续僵持是不是真的会快乐。

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“即使曾经感情多么要好的兄弟姐妹，长大后一切会改变…”

老师说。

不会的。

KC Graduation Prom, Cititel Hotel

A day of prom night, which has been a crave for us since we were form 1. One of the biggest reasons we stay for senior 3. hehe. It is definitely helpless that girls just wanna have fun, wanna be extremely gorgeous even for a night is satisfactory regardless of what kinda characteristics you are.

In school, there would be a bunch of gurls who are so tend to score and merely concern about their academic results. So to us, they seem care-less for their appearance, the way they dressed up. HOWEVER, it was so shocking when some of these gurls turned to be so SEXY and whatsoever during that night. Truly unbelievable to many of us.

Definitely a great time to spend eventho it was kinda packed where we rushed to the hotel as soon as the graduation ceremony in school. Here's some random pichas i selected.

A night fulled with surprises.

SURPRISINGLY, i totally mean it, even till now, it was really logic-less when i got the prize of attractive-eyed award. That time i was like "Are you kidding me?" Coz i still with my high heels running up and down for the whole prizes and lightning shits. So when they announced my name, same thing, i ran to the stage with a full-blankness on my face. Anyway i'm glad that my fav teacher was there to present me this award =)

Not to mention, i do grabbed a chance to perform during the night. I'm totally gone wild when it comes to singing. See? My legs are widely opened. Duhhhhhhhhh, i know, very UGLY and HORRIBLE especially i was wearing a skirt. I had no idea but became so HIGH during the time on stage.

We tend to stay overnight in the hotel room we've rented. While everyone went out for movie, cheong k, and etc, i stayed in the room coz i needed to spent a whole 1 hour in the toilet to wash the sticky-ness of my hair, conditioned it and cleaned up my entire face which was fulled with chemicals. Added a mask afterall. It was already 2am the time i went to bed.

Make-up really makes my face goes SUCKS. I need to go for facial treatment and regenerise the healthiness back. Ishhhhhhhhh...

Never even get my face involved with chemical products ever again!!

For more pichas, do grab from here.

Grown-up

好久好久，没有跟自己对话了

自从考完试以后，一味地想着冲、冲、冲

我担心自己一旦停歇下来，就会回到那懒猪的生活

吃很多、睡很多、坐很多、蒲很多

到 头来，就是毫无用处的废人

就连量地官也比我有用得多

我不想这样

我以为我真的了解自己

是吗

事实是如此吗

朋友找工我也找工

而且迫不及待似的。

就是一直要把自己的时间表塞得满满才甘愿 

当接到通知去面试也没有很高兴

压力却无形中降临

啊。好乱！！！到底我要的是什么！！！

“你不想多休息吗？”

“工作是一世的，不用急着赚钱…”

“家里又不是等你的钱用…”

妈妈，谢谢你的体谅。

毫无顾虑，我推掉了手头上五间公司的offer

整个人，松掉！=）

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最近的 我，喜欢一个人。

一个人面对压力，一个人带着新鲜的眼光去闯荡于这个世界

一个人自我安慰，一个人调适心情

一个人，就一个人做很多很多的事

从前需要他人的依赖，需要他人的庇护、他人的安慰

如今，都不需要了

不需要

一个人就能够解决

希望你

能够适应我这样的转变

因为 我已经不是那个成天往你怀里靠的小女生

我长大了

Graduation Ceremony 2009

高三纯商文商

好多镜头，大家都看向不同的方向。

朋友仔，

没有你们我撑不到高三。

我对你们的爱，已经超出朋友的界限。

你们，就像是我的家人那样。

 从来不曾许下“永远”的承诺，因为我们都是现实派。

但是，我知道

你们在我心目中的地位是特殊的。

我爱废仔团！

芳玉，谢谢你。
我不会忘记你车子的味道，还有你驾车有多“狼” =）

Mummy，严老师，我

要如何用言语来表达对你们的爱呢？
老师，谢谢你。
这六年来，你将一个数学白痴教到变成班上高数最高分。
还记得第一次被你鞭是因为抄同学的作业，结果现在我的作业让同学抄。
不是我聪明，不是我勤力，是因为被你打到变开窍。
我永远不会忘记，在KL Central KFC一边做数学，一边被你用尺打，一边说：

“张菁玲，你越来越笨了。”

结果那天，我把所有的历届考题做完。

老师，谢谢你。
花很漂亮 。

王淑宝老师（包蜀王）

英国留学的你，让我领悟到

有权有势有钱，并不完全是人生真正的意义。

从你的笑容，我发现，真正的快乐是做自己喜欢做的事。

邓桂菁老师

像你那么细心的老师，我还是第一次见。

Acc哪里错一眼就看到。

Mr Daljit Singh

The first year of teaching us.

You're such a dedicated teacher.

And i totally drove crazy by your jokes. haha.

佳妏

谢谢你，每次无缘无故被我抓来拍照。=）

123 我们的约定。

冲去Cititel Hotel准备毕业宴的綵排。

to be continued...

毕业

很久没有上来 随便写些什么
距离毕业 已经是上个礼拜的历史
相信吗 我真的毕业了




想当年 我多么痛恨这所传统意识非常强烈的学校
想当年 我多么反对它的专制
从头发 校裙 裙扣 拉链 裤子 白袜 到校鞋
只要是看得到的 都要管




我羡慕尊孔女生的校服 有日本美眉的feel
我羡慕循中女生的头发容易打理 绑个马尾就行了
我羡慕........




是的
我不知足 总是要失去了才懂得珍惜
如果不是这间学校 我想我还是当年那个温室里的小花 经不起波折
如果不是它 我不会领悟到那份单纯的幸福




绣有“坤成”两个字的独特校徽
绑上发髻的长发女生
额头没有一丝头发的女生
校裙长过膝盖 不会出现完美的身材弧度
说话 笑声 声量永远是最大
性格 永远是大喇喇的
快速的“坤成换衣法” 曾经是所有坤成人必学的一课




这些特征 是独一无二的
我讨厌绑发髻 但是有多少间学校的学生拥有这统一的发型呢
我讨厌宽校裙 但是现在的校裙却已经趋向紧身
我讨厌.......




曾经我所讨厌的 换来如今的不舍
那逃避校长的惊恐日子
那叫同学帮忙剪头发以免被学长记过的日子
那惹了祸却让老师承担的日子
那为球场上的班队不顾形象的打气的日子




太多太多的回忆
只能在中学短短的六年生涯回味



花花的现实世界
我不知如何面对
我想 是时候各自飞了

p/s : 下一篇 - 毕业宴。不能接受浓妆艳墨的自己。

Campus tour

First of all    Salute to the COUSELLING BOARD of school! (nothing to do with the principal blek)
Totally fantastic when the school organises something like this for those desperate graduates like us.
Its actually an enriching experience so that we could get to know some of the colleges deeply.
So, i think i gained a lot thru this visit and fortunately, i have the direction of which college to apply for, very clear in mind.




No more nagging, these are some of the pichas we took on the way to destinations. Followed by my own point of view about some of the colleges. Not to forget, i merely take concern on business studies =)

shi yun, kae khai, kah mun and me

1  HELP UNI COLLEGE

No photos taken. As i was too familiar with the college. It is my first choice of selections. Compared to other prominent institutions, other than stand as an established uni, HELP's tution fees is definitely one of the cheapest among all those tycoon schools (taylors, sunway, blablabla). It costs around 40,000++  for the three-years-degree-programme. Moreover, HELP is famous with its business course which i would be choosing as major subjects in tertiary studies.

2  SUNWAY UNI COLLEGE

AV hall

Training facilities for practical activities

To me, Sunway has the most 'high-school' feel among all these. Lots of staircases and students especially in the canteen. Due to its 'complicity', me and kah mun almost lost our way and couldnt catch up our group. The fee is around 60,000++ which is hardly affordable by my parents.

3  MONASH UNI

Remember the road directions board?

Very cool of rounded-shaped library

Seriously, Monash really should pay me for all this advertising. LOL

Frankly speaking, by looking at the breathtaking environment, i obviously has grown by an intention of being part of this modern-architecture buildings. It is just situated at the back of Sunway. High entry requirement and fee. 80,000++ per year. Okay stop building castle in the air. Face the truth chong jing ling. sob =(

4  LIM KOK WING UNI

Sort of gallery. For teaching purpose i guess.

Nana, yun and me. Trying to advertise? =P

For your info, the school is mainly on designing and arts. So it is packed with creative stuffs. Definitely it is not a place for me. haha. By the way i have no fate in meeting with 庄正. Who call him to be so effin slow? The bus already left for some distance then only told me he was at the entrance =.= "Your school is so big la..." I remember sending this to him.

5  THE UNI OF NOTTINGHAM

Man... This is surely everyone's dream school. The environment kills me which is totally out of the city. It is a branch campus of british uni and plus, ranked as World's Top 100 uni. (WOW!). Wish to study there? Must have really outstanding academic results plus thick wallet. The 3 years degree, merely fee, 80,000++. Unless miracle appears, which i suddenly turn rich and become top scorer of the school (Impossible!).

6  KTAR & UTAR

Group picha

I went to the one situated at setapak. Actually this was the last campus so we're kinda rush and not doing much activitites, including visiting the schools and facilities. Not having much details about it. Overall, it is well-known by its extremely extremely extremely CHEAP fee, not more than 35,000. Some more if you get scholarship, lagi hebat, you spend about 4,000++ per year. Shocking right?

Basically there're two more schools, Taylors and Inti. Due to some accident occured, the visit to both campus has cancelled. What i've written is actually based on the roughed info i got. To get more precise info, check the webside.

Without noticing the time, i've 'cheong hei' (cantonnese) for this much. =.=

Better get myself prepared before publish another full content of posting.

Its about my trip kay? Shhhh....