Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Dreams


"Reality" by janice. She's my superstar.
Everything seems easy once her songs play eventhough im facing a frustrated life.
Why look frusts?


I started to wonder about dreams.
Too busy life makes me wanna run away.
Apparently what im going thru everyday, not the one i want.
Even to post a blog i did my very best to squeeze a little space from my routine.


Ever realise this blog is all about unhappiness, hopeless, meaningless, and lost.
I appologise to influence you guys in the way of moody.
Just moody. I find nothing to delight over.


What's the difference between reality and dream ?
Cruelity vs happily-ever-after.


I dream of being a singer. Dream of being a broadcaster. Dream of having fun with my jobs.
I bored of accounts, business, economics, maths. I do not wish to be an officer.


One more thing.
Dreams may not going to be reality
However, reality is just a dream, for some people.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Out of control !


An extremely expired and outdated blog.
Guys i didnt mean to =(
Just that my life is really mad, truly insane about all those stuffts !
- Forum (given period: one week) to memorize scripts + practise

- Speech (english, the singh havent tell when is the comp)

-As a 'mummy' (dont misunderstood le, i mean as a mum for my juniors and to help them on becoming broadcasters)

-WuShu practise (senior 3s ought to perform during sports day, martial art is what im going to perform. sweat =.=)

-Last but not least, the enormous loads of homework & small tests.



God helps !!!!!!!!!!



Try to get rid all of these, the only thing that upholds me until now is
babe's support.


Both of us are busy, im sure we do supporting each other.
To be with you, is the best thing in my life.
I'M ADDICTED TO U.




Sunday, February 8, 2009

I'm with avril, nobody's with me.


"Eww, your blog is totally in english, i dont have the patience to go thru..."
This is what my friend told.
For me, its ok.
Since everyone has their own freedom to choose thing that suits or preferable for them.


Well, im changing to an english blog.
This lang can easily express my own feeling.
In chinese, in fact, i dont know what the held i was trying to spit out.
Though i speak mandarin.


Look at the hits meter, woah hundred of times viewed.
But in the cbox,there's only few persons with motivated words for me.

Probably those are my old viewers,
when they saw in eng, the same expression "Eww..."

Is that wrong to follow my own direction ?
Or should i choose thing that makes people feel ok ?
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My beloved is no longer finding me anymore.
I'm the one who waits for his reply and what i got was "tired."
I'll nvr angry when he feels tired.
However, the way he replies me, UNLIKE LAST TIME.
The one in passion eventhough body's going to break into pieces.



Am i alone ?

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Staggering in HECTIC


Oops, if i'd blog more later, my blog is growing up more spider webs.
Last year when teachers said " SENIOR 3 TAK MUDAH" I dont believe it !
I was like " U can count on me la, there would not be any problem".
Now, i am crying over + sweating on doing daily school tasks.
Its only feb, teacher already rush to chapter 7 (WOW!)


Running out MAD ! LOL
I wanna GO HOME rather than stay at school facing ACCOUNTS =(*


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Mama says, " Dont give up if not you're a loser, forever."

We have to listen to mama. ☼


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Shhhh... paiseh.. i was too bored *.*




















Sunday, February 1, 2009

Memorial of 黎礎宁



Chu ning, she had always been my favourite singer.
For sure many of you know the singing competition of 超级星光大道.
Her great talent being discovered from it.





Not only love her voice, her real and unfake behaviour completed the best of hers.

However, she committed suicide after she got the 2nd runner-up in the comp.
All this happened because of a word, LOVE. Ishhh, wasted !

She was the best performer i'd ever seen.
She was the first singer that drove me crazily mad for her !


I've uploaded a song that performed by her.
Because of her, i intend to learn this song.


Hard, possibly impossible to forget a gurl like her.





Somehow, commit suicide is never the solution for problems facing.
Find somebody to talk to. Give others a chance to help you.
Please, appreciate your lives.
Never let negative thought to step in your mind.