Friday, January 29, 2010

Tan Fu Yi



很久没有在msn跟老朋友聊天了。




 无可否认
 朋友 还是最重要的





Saturday, January 23, 2010

If i became memory







如果我變成回憶 最怕我太不爭氣
If I became a memory - I'm most afraid that I'll let myself down



頑固地賴在空氣 霸佔妳心裡 每一吋縫隙
Stubbornly lingering in the air Dominating your heart Every part of it


 

連累依然愛我的妳 痛苦承受失去
Making the you that still loves me, suffer painfully for this loss


 

這樣不公平 請妳盡力 把我忘記
This isn't fair Please try your best To forget me





Tank - 如果我變成回憶


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I wouldnt want to talk about my relationship. Not even to my friends. Even if i were, its not clear for them actually. So most of my friends thought im treating my relationship in a childish way or maybe a "puppy-love" attitude. Well, i dont think i need to explain to everyone since its quite a private thang to me. Guess i should let go, i'm going to keep this feeling deep down to my heart, that nobody would ever notice, until one day, it is discovered.





Thursday, January 14, 2010

废仔团



嘉汶 诗韵 菁玲




 还有谁能让我笑得如此灿烂?

最近拍的照片,不是闭嘴微笑,就是没有露牙齿。
真的,笑不出了。

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很怀念以前在废仔团的日子,常常取笑对方。
其中一个人上厕所时,其他两个人先跑掉。
其中一个人不开心时,一个人通知另一个人,一起安慰那个人。
其中一个人会吃醋,因为另外两个人会忽略那其中一个人。
其中一个人常常希望坐在前面的那两个听到她的心事,因为三个人不能一起坐。
其中一个人筹备比赛时,另外两个人提醒那个人最近的脾气变坏了。
其中一个人生日,另外两个人合力把那个人给弄哭。



所有事情都是三个人一起。一起。一起。
申请大学  一起
找工作  一起
两个单人床的房间  一起
在背后不爽人家  一起
讲人家的不是  一起
临时抱佛脚  一起
跟老师拗分数  一起
承受压力  一起
看不起作弊的人  一起
鼓励对方不可放弃  一起
成绩全班三甲  一起

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所有事情都是三个人。三个人。三个人。
少了一个都不行。



即使我跟嘉汶常常逛街,少了另外一个的冷笑话,
感觉不完整。
即使我跟诗韵大小场合一起出没,少了另外一个的大哄大叫,
感觉不完整。



只有三个人。
笑声才是最大声,笑容才是最真挚。




家人,一个都不能少 。
废仔团,一个也不能少。



我爱你们


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Everything

Everything  by 王力宏

这首歌,第一次听就很喜欢。
第二次听,是他在电话唱给我听。
第三次听,是现在这个时刻。
每一天,同事都会把电脑喇叭放大, 为死气沉沉的办公室带来音乐。
今天,愕然要求他play这首歌。
重复又重复,重复又重复。



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感情逝去,对一些东西的感觉还在。
不是留恋,不是挽回,不是放不下。
那是回忆,是我和他仅存的记忆。
或许,
是时候将这一章锁起,翻到另一空白页面,从新诉说
我的人生。我的执著。我的坚持。



走了他,心里多了一个空缺的部分。
我很聪明,找了家人来填补。
只是,朋友那块,还是找不到一个真正懂我在讲什么的人。
我指的是,那种完全懂你要讲什么的人,也完全懂你要他讲什么的人。
那种平日不来电,有事情才找我的朋友。谢了!
我很抗拒,也很反感。



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今天上班的信心欠佳。
戴眼镜  生痘痘  头发毛躁散乱  衣着邋遢  没有高跟鞋























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原来张栋梁的《当你孤单会想起谁》是翻唱的。
原唱在这里
我是刚刚才懂。
虽然没有栋梁哥包装得那么好听,声音也有稍稍不稳(技术问题),
但是很有校园民歌的feel,很简单。





Sunday, January 10, 2010

Mumb-mumb-mumb


2008


Misses my used-to-long-till-waist hair already...



2009



Okay lar... Short hair however looks younger...



By the way, i want to have the same style + colour like hers one =(

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CHARMING*
heart it babe.








Thursday, January 7, 2010

I'm here

"Jing Ling, I can foresee your future. With the learning spirt you have, you shouldnt be just a data entry clerk or admin. My intuition tells me you'll fly higher, towards important positions in your future company..."


My eyes widely opened and if i was wearing specs sure it'll drop off. I couldnt believe this words came out from my boss having hundreds of inteligent and extremely high-qualified employees that help him to earn lotsa lotsa money every year. Didnt expect to get such compliment as im just a vry vry unimportant clerk with the lowest qualification in the corporate office. Somehow, i managed to maintain my brain to keep on working and answered him with smiley face.


"Kinda surprise for you to say so but i don't wish to deal with pressure in every single day in my future career. In fact, i wanna make my life more meaningful than having worried whether what's happening in next minute..."


"Pressure... No matter what you're doing, sure got pressure one.. Experience might help you to gain confidence in order to encounter with pressure... Now pass me the file..."


"Okay."


Conversation ended. The empty face straight away can be seen as usual with no expressions at all which was totally different from one minute before. The as if father-chat-with-daughter convo with the daddy's look hanging on. I know he has to be close to the workers at the same time a lil bit of strict to them so they respect and complete tasks given to avoid being scolded by him. The principle of a boss what. As to assist the boss's secretary, sometimes i get to confront with the boss and he'll ask me to do simple works, mostly do reservations. I enjoy doing the work especially some calculus on the share reports every week. Its the only task which is changeable and not as tedious as others ^^


I'm not the only person he gave such a compliment, i know. Maybe everyone in the corp office been encouraged by him before. Somehow i'm gonna use the encouragement he gave and leads to my success.


This very lagging and unteresting post i'm sure nobody will ever bother to read. I didnt write these for others, but for myself. Moreover currently i never produce any self-taken photos, so it contributes to a more boring post.


Its half-past seven pm while i'm waiting for my dad to pick me up from office. My home pc has down so i can only blog at my workplace. I'm glad that i get to express my feelings and in fact, the only place for me to express. After all, my friends only find me when i'm useful to them and when i'm not, they dissappear. Maybe friends are to be used.


This is my recent life. Very dull, consistent and peaceful.
However I enjoy every pieces of time i spend for myself. =)




toodles