Thursday, February 18, 2010

gaga's CRAZE

 
 



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Any similarity is purely coincidental




gaga's CRAZE











p/s: In case you're wondering, the above pichas i print screen them from their videos and enlarge them. Thats why they turned out to be blur whereas gagas' one are adapted from google =)
 
 
 
 

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

If i were given choices, i would rather do something than nothing.

Happy to say that I've given my bloggie a new fresh look.
Fyi, i spent 2 days in order to interpret those complicated html codes.
So the fact that "i ma idiot on IT stuffs" couldnt be denied. How pathetic?
To simplify the whole make-over, i keep it as simple and clear as possible.
The outcome wasnt the best, still, wasnt that bad right?
Please... dont break my heart..
Na na na stop the craps =)


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I have to admit, i'm such a hardworking employee to my boss.
I started to work on chu si which is today whereas most colleages (or "colleague"?forget it i can't get it spell right at all times) of mine totally grabbed the chance to extend their holidays.
Before reaching office, i tried to focus on the optimistic side - "at least the boses aren't there to pressure me". Eventhou i got no company from no one.
Its true, by the same time i was expected to be a lil busy to complete the whole pile of documents given by the pa to ceo.
But wait, why im still feeling B.O.R.E.D?
 


The fact is, ms outlook of the company encountering with some connection failure.
Moreover the person in charge is actually in the midst of enjoying his holidays in thailand =.=
What to do??
My whole management plan goes ruined because of this stupid server shit.
(Fuiyo... management summore...)



I should have adhered to one of my colleagues' action who sneaked out from office to somewhere else.
So that i can avoid myself to look like a fool now.
Very sleepy at the moment. Can i sneak inside and have a nice siesta?
I've definitely equipped myself with two delicate pillows. Haha.
(Dare not eh... got cctv around..)



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Since i have no photos to share here, check out this hilarious japanese comedian - Jinnai Tomonori.
I guess most of you might have watched his shows before.
Damn popular and hilarious i tell you.
If this is your first time hearing this person's name, i recommend you with high confidence and assurance that you'll laugh like hell while watching it.
No exaggerate.
This is one of my favourites.



The waiting is definitely 101% worth in order to watch it :]

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Murmured again

Chinese New Year's holidays gonna draws an end soon.
I didnt take any extra leave, since my kampung is here.

Relatives.
Cousin sister, hui wen takes off to australia tomorrow.
A very close cousin who is 2 years older than me.
2 years plus later.
I hope we wouldnt feel strange to each other.
Eventhough our topic would not be the same.

Back to myself.
Havent really made up my mind where to study yet.
Most probably, singapore is the first choice.
In that case, i still got half more year.
Which means i still gotta work within that period.
=(

I hate tedious life.
And, i really miss school life.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Options








难掩的喜悦 =)


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一个是梦寐以求的学府
一个是未来的理想科系

新加坡国立大学    经济与金融学

如果你们能“有情人终成眷属 ”,我就不用那么烦。

Careless Whisper

"How come you couldnt get?!"


"I dont know..."


"How bout your friend?"


"She got..."


"Then why you can't?? Tell me the reason."


"..... I'll talk to you later."



Trying to hide my reddish tearful eyes. Sorry, I couldn't continue my work when the feelings of depression, disappointment never-endingly attacking my thoughts. If only i knew the reason, i wouldnt be like a sa po foolishly waiting for their calls these few days whereas the other chosen candidates are celebrating their success upon getting the full scholarship.


Whats the reason?
During the interview,
I'm not doing well,
I'm unlucky,
I looked horrible,
I didnt dress up in formal attire,
I smiled all the time which annoyed them,
I talked non-stop and its noisy for them,
I didnt looked poor to show them how desperate i need it,
I went out of point,
or personally they just hated me.


Now i really went out of point, i know.
The biggest reason i feel awful is that i know im gonna let my mom down. She'll feel so disappointed and thought that she wouldnt need to prepare such amonut of money for me to pursue my degree programme in Nottingham.


Even if she piss off,  its reasonable.
Even if she doesnt even bother to talk to me, i deserved it since i can't even achieve what i want, or what she wants.



THE NEXT DAY


"Eh the scholarship doesnt offer for your course lar..." mum says.


'Huh?" I have no idea what is she trying to say.


"The scholar only covers for the course of Finance, Accounting & Management whereas you chose Business Economics and Finance what... "


My first reaction was " YIU!!"
Wasting my time of driving all the way from kl to semenyih, awaiting to be interviewed, being interviewed, wait for their call days and nights, and also the whole day of depression.


Duh... For my whole life, im always careless...
Please!!!! Any medicine can cure???

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

CNY Celebration @ Green Packet Bhd









财神爷爷的胡子都不放过 =)




Happy CNY




Thursday, February 4, 2010

曲终。人散

 
 摘自Ashley 




我的心,就像刺猬那样,不让你靠近。
我的心,就像一把剑,防御着,不让你靠近。



“当不成情侣,就不能当朋友?” 我问。
当晚我望着电话入睡。
几天过去了,没有动静。
从来分手以后的不屑再当朋友,我也不知道为什么。
我只是不想以后见面尴尬。
曾经有很傻的想法,不想回去学记队,不想别人用那种奇怪的眼神望着我。
不过,发了这封短讯以后,
我可以很坦然地面对他,面对他人,甚至是面对自己。



爱情长跑,跑了一年多,
到站了





Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Make-over?

My handphone has been with me for 4 years plus. Its camera quality definitely not in a good condition. Please understand =)



Surprisingly, few months after graduated from high school, I did not make any huge make-over on my physical appearance, eg dye hairs. Actually I've been carving for a blond since years ago. And coincidentally, i saw a reality show today which rescue-ing artists that are having hair receding problem and slight bald can be seen.

They are merely 20+ and due to lots of colouring, rebonding and more, their hair becomes unhealthy and started to drop off. That really freaks me out. Usually we only see bald happens to big adult say 40+ or younger but definitely not 20's. So i changed my mind, keep my hair long first.

Hair colouring? At the very moment, i'd just have to leave it aside.


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Any disharmonious happens on virtual world (networking), forget it once you've step into a reality atmosphere.
Anyways, what goes around comes around. 
I choose to forget than to forgive.