Sunday, October 28, 2012

生病。猴子。

一个礼拜六。
发烧、喉咙发炎、经痛,已经够折磨我了。
等待我的又是一堆堆的assignment和project。
当所有事情都无能为力时,这一刻的我,真的不希望自己继续生病。


我正坐在电脑前念书时,突然转向我右边发现一只猴子盯着我看。
它居然爬到我房间里,而且还跟我离那么近!
我无法控制地尖叫一声,然后赶紧跑到房间外。
我来不及把电话拿出来,所以跟邻居借电话拨给campus security。
最后他们来到时候虽然猴子已经走了,但我还是一直处于不安和害怕的状态。
我没有办法忘记它看着我的眼神,真的非常恐怖。
那一刻的我,什么都不想,只希望有个人可以保护我。


一封简讯,你马上赶过来。
知道我生病,你买了一碗鱼片米粉就到我的宿舍来陪我。
还有清热的凉茶和明天的早餐。
怎么有人可以像你那么体贴细心?



























晚餐后,你站在窗前细考如何防止猴子再进来。
那一刻,我真的觉得我深受保护。

我无法不告诉自己,这样的男人,我能够不珍惜吗?



Thursday, September 6, 2012

给八年的朋友陈大咏



记得你的生日时,你不介意没有受到礼物,但你更希望收到一封封来信。
因为你,就是那么感性。

写给对方的部落格的习惯我们一直维系着,只是最近的我真的无法再写什么。
反而是我还在收到你暖暖的爱。


黑色毛衣、老婆、专属天使、非你莫属…
曾经这些歌曲陪我们走过太多太多。
一起在班上哼哼唱唱的日子,是我依旧很怀念的。
 

只是当我们越来越老,生活圈子扩大了,
或许喜欢的歌曲不一样,话题也不一样,
但是这些,都不会影响我们。
一见面的我们仍然能天南地北地畅谈关于理想,关于未来,和爱情。


在纽西兰的你,是不是过着你理想的大学生活呢?
从来没有试过,那么久不见你。
真的在想念你了。
想念你那灿烂的笑容,还有常常给我拥抱的你。




给善解人意的你,生日快乐
我爱你亲爱的。



Friday, July 6, 2012

我在香港的第十天。


昨天到很多外国学生喜欢去的茶餐厅吃晚餐。
听说老板对来香港的外国学生特别好客,果真如此。
我喝了几杯,就有点微醺。其实我酒量真的不好。


在学校,比起其它念一科的同学来说,我的workload比较重。
每个礼拜二到礼拜四早上九点到下午六点上课。
拜六礼拜就留着出去玩。
时间管理上更重要了。
一眨眼,下个礼拜就midterm了。
其中一科国际金融,真的很难。
可是,我却越来越喜欢这门课。

来到这里以后,几乎每堂课我都会在课堂上发表意见。
其实我只要pass就可以了,可是我很享受上课的日子。
即使时间很短课程很多。
跟在nus的我简直就像两个人。
或许我已经渐渐学会不去否定自己的能力。


我恢复单身了。
没有很伤,因为是在预料之内。
在香港的我很少一个人,几乎都跟朋友一起。
因为我知道当我一个人的时候,很多不好的情绪会跟随而来。


念书去了。



Sunday, May 20, 2012

笨蛋



在爱情里,谁不是笨蛋。
如果你不是,那是因为你还没付出。



Thursday, May 3, 2012

Subjectivity


 Imperfection is beauty
Madness is genius
and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring



Wednesday, April 4, 2012

We grow, we learn new things

I bursted into tears while i was on the phone with you
I had been trying very best to hold them on but still, i failed
You were so nervous, not knowing what to do except making stupid jokes to regain my smiles
I don't like to be vulnerable in front of others, but tonight, you're not another person
You're like a part of me, like you said its never you and me, but us.


I was stressful
I hated myself
I had no confident
I thought you deserved someone better (at least thinner)
I just broke down, in overall
I just couldn't take it anymore


There you were, on the other side of the phone listening to my grumbles
And you told me a story of yours, which not many people knew 
I was shocked that you had such a past
Sharing enables two people to understand each other more
And this is so true especially to relationship



Love is not about waiting for the storm to past
Its about learning to dance in the rain



All the while I've been demanding myself to be someone perfect for you
I wanted to be the full-marks-girlfriend just like how you're such an awesome bf
And I was wrong
Because you just love the way i am
You told me, Don't be the perfect one, be the RIGHT one for me.
At that moment, i realize that's how a relationship can last




Having a life partner is not always about dating
Sometimes you might learn new things from your loved one
This is how a relationship grows
And i can sense that our love is growing too :)
OMG cheesy max righttt.
But what happened on today was so important that i must record it down =)


Friday, March 30, 2012

No internship, but....

i self-take photo when i'm happy :)


After all the chaos, finally i'm settled down with my plan on summer holiday.
I've decided not to take up any internship and just enjoy my short-term study experience in overseas.
A country that I have been longing to go to, HONG KONG
Good things just happen in a row! :)


I thought my life would be miserable in singapore after turning down offer to germany.
And to carry on with my nerdy life in nus.
However, there is always something interesting about life.
You can't predict whats going to happen to you next.
So just enjoy the every memorable moment, be it sweet or sour ones, and hope the future for the best.
This is where your life will start to turn around.



Always treasure what you have at each moment.
Who knows one day something/someone that you've been searching for all time come to you?
Just like you are the best thing I ever had in my life
Sorry for the cheesiness, I just wanna appreciate your presence every day ♥ hehe.


Saturday, March 24, 2012

you're one year older now

our first polaroid shots weee :)


Such a memorable day.
Hope that you love the pressie i got for you! (:


Monday, March 12, 2012

i have loved you for a thousand years



One night, I randomly asked, could you play this song for me?
You replied, saying that this kinda song was very hard to play using piano.
I didn't say a thing, because I knew that you'd learn it for me no matter how.


Today you had bad mood, because your dinner was sucks, you said that the restaurant was a money sucker
You're such a food critic, so particular about food.
That time i felt quite bad, because I saw my midterm result was out.
As usual, I was one of the lowest quartile population.
I didn't get to let you know, because you already hung up the phone, said you have something on.
I was a bit upset, I thought you could comfort me a bit.

15 mins later, I received your call.
"Baby, you listen to this okay?"
While i was still grieving over my results, here I heard the first tune of the song came from piano, immediately my eyes went wet.
That tune was so familiar, because I listen to this song almost every day.
You have such gifted talent, you played by ears not by scores.
So every tune, every rhythm, came out naturally.
Because it goes with your feelings.
I was really touched, one thing was that the rhythm of this song is very hard to catch.
Furthermore you're so unfamiliar with the song and you played to me after you've listened to it for merely 15 mins.
Most importantly, you're always there for me even if i didn't say anything
"I could do better.." you said.
To me, that was the best music already, what counts is your effort, not the outcome. I told you.



Sometimes I do wonder, god can be so unfair.
You're just too perfect, and at times I wonder if I deserve to have you.
You said you're the luckiest guy in the world, because you met me.
No, i think i'm the lucky one, because i found you.


Sunday, March 11, 2012

Thursday, March 8, 2012

回顾废仔团

这是最近的照片。
突然感慨,什么时候废仔团拍照开始正经了起来。
然后情不自禁地,翻回以前的照片。
恶心程度:9/10 (真的很恶)


回顾

拾穗营

坐校车的我们

 大闹运动会
 
 
  

去旅行
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成绩出炉的那一天

一起毕业

一起展开人生的另一段旅程 - 大学


 Money comes and go, boyfriend comes and go, clothes come and go, 
but friends stay forever.
永远。

还有少不了陈大咏 XD




好想好好



我只是想好好看场电影
我只是想好好吃一顿
我只是想好好唱个歌
我只是想好好聊个天
我只是想好好逛个街
我只是想好好看个书
我只是想好好_____。
你知道的。



Thursday, February 23, 2012

领悟

洗澡的一瞬间, 我突然领悟了。
“我是疯了吗?” 当初怎么会决定要去。
两个礼拜的行程花掉储蓄的三分之一,一点都不值。
这一刻,我很坚定,我不去了。
放弃去德国,我知道我的学生生活可能会恢复像以前那样,毫无色彩。

但,我不后悔。


Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Crossroads



It was one of the best memories for last year.
It has made my uni life more memorable and meaningful.
I'm kinda attracted to join back again!
 
Part of my hearts tells me to just go for it, another part urges me to do internship.
Arghhhhhh.
I really hate this kinda situation when I have to decide whether to follow my will or be realistic.



Sunday, February 5, 2012

Lifeless


当书虫的日子真的很无趣!

我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去我要出去!



Sunday, January 29, 2012

勇气


未曾试过有过一个人 不放弃地追求
到了今天 接近两年了
还是一样

即便我婉拒了很多很多次
你还是相信会有开花结果的那一天
如果要等到那天的到来 又或许你可能不会等
因为你累了
而 我可能会后悔错过这样好的一个你



我也很想去爱 但始终没这份勇气



我不难过



6am。
睡意渐浓,只能靠抒情歌来撑住精神。
一定要撑着,做好设定好要做到的事才能睡。

这首歌歌词真的很感人。


我真的懂 你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有 陪在你身邊當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過 別太傷痛
我不難過 這不算什麼 只是為什麼眼淚會流我也不懂

就讓我走 讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多 你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱 你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞 這會是我 最後的寬容






第一步


失去规律的人生,就好像断了线的风筝,任由它飘落。
没有了方向,就像没有了自己。
每个人都有辨识对错的本能,
只视你有没有勇气踏出第一步而已。


我还没有忘记,那份初衷。



Saturday, January 14, 2012

每次不知道自己是谁的时候
睡个大觉吧
醒来后做回自己应该做的事就可以找回自己
只要不要把迷失感放大就好。


 
hello bangs! :D












Sunday, January 8, 2012

我在柬埔寨得到最纯朴的幸福


十八天。
在一个贫穷的村子过着简朴、早睡早起的生活。
如果你问我在这趟旅途中最大的收获是什么。


咸蛋黄的日出日落,已深深烙印在我脑海里。
也算是今生无悔了吧。



谢谢你们给予我最简单的快乐。
天真与无邪,是我离开柬埔寨以后最怀念的。


记忆在怎么模糊,也不会忘记一起成长的我们。


街道上的一盏一灯
平坦宽阔的马路
一开就有水的水龙头
对一些人来说,这些都不是必然的
 只能说,我更了解“珍惜”的意义。