We grow, we learn new things

I bursted into tears while i was on the phone with you
I had been trying very best to hold them on but still, i failed
You were so nervous, not knowing what to do except making stupid jokes to regain my smiles
I don't like to be vulnerable in front of others, but tonight, you're not another person
You're like a part of me, like you said its never you and me, but us.


I was stressful
I hated myself
I had no confident
I thought you deserved someone better (at least thinner)
I just broke down, in overall
I just couldn't take it anymore


There you were, on the other side of the phone listening to my grumbles
And you told me a story of yours, which not many people knew 
I was shocked that you had such a past

Sharing enables two people to understand each other more

And this is so true especially to relationship

Love is not about waiting for the storm to past
Its about learning to dance in the rain

All the while I've been demanding myself to be someone perfect for you
I wanted to be the full-marks-girlfriend just like how you're such an awesome bf
And I was wrong
Because you just love the way i am
You told me, Don't be the perfect one, be the RIGHT one for me.
At that moment, i realize that's how a relationship can last




Having a life partner is not always about dating
Sometimes you might learn new things from your loved one
This is how a relationship grows
And i can sense that our love is growing too :)

OMG cheesy max righttt.

But what happened on today was so important that i must record it down =)